affection

my name is Zaid. when I was 17 years old, I had a crush with a girl, two years younger than me. every time I see hear, my heartbeat stops – literally. my blood pressure suddenly increases and rushed to my head. I always wanted to talk to her but every time I try, I fail. I lost all the chance to meet her, to tell her how much I like her. the feeling of wanting her is so great. at that time, oddly, I can’t remember her face. all I can remember is just the high school girls’ uniform covering her figure.

but everything about her starts to disappear from my hopelessly romantic mind when bla… bla… bla…

all I can say is that my writing skill is very poor.